A Broken Promise

I stood there feeling confused, hoping that this never happened, my eyes were producing crystal clear drops, slowly as it flew down my cheeks. Everyone else were wearing black outfits, showing their respect to this person who just passed away and I was standing right infront of his grave, wondering if this was real or was I just dreaming?

   I opened the door after the doorbell rang. He was standing right infront of me, holding a bouquet of white roses. I did not expect him to come at this time when other people were supposed to be asleep. I was surprised by his visit, and that was the first time we met. We only talked over the Internet, and there was where I got to know him. He insisted to meet me after knowing that we lived quite near but I refused because I was afraid. He was good looking and I was nothing compared to him but he was right infront of me, for the first time and he was not bothered by my flaws.

  I admitted that he was a really nice, shy guy. He came over because I had been replying his texts with really short replies. After I explained that I was depressed thinking about my past, he calmed me down and told me everything was going to be fine. Then, I get to know him better. From his favourite colour, to the number of socks he owned. I was really happy but I didnt know if there was a next stage apart from just friends. He was caring too. He sent me good morning texts, he went mad if after knowing I had not eaten yet and yeah, things like that.

  His existence in my life really meant something to me. I never had friends when I was in high school and even during college but he treated me like he knew me since I was born. He knew if I was sad or happy. He knew I would go crazy when ever my song was played on the radio. I really felt different because others might went through this before but I never experienced any of these. I was really shy to confess my feelings towards him. What if he never wanted to be with me? What if he was already dating some other girl? I never asked him for his status, and that was what bothered my mind.

   
                     "Don't afraid to let things out, because if you do, you might suffer from it"

  We had been together for six months now. He confessed to me when we were walking together at the park. I was surprised, I never thought he felt the same way. I enjoyed my life for the last six months. Went for movie dates, had lunch together during our working days. I had never felt so happy before. We shared our life stories since then and we had so much chemistry and things in common between us. I grew up without my parents, he never knew how his parents looked like. I had no friends in school, he got bullied. There were so many things that happened to us both.

  I did not received any calls from him today, not as usual. I guessed he was really busy so I was not really bothered. As I went out from the toilet after a nice bath, the sun shined through my window, telling me that its already noon. Had my lunch, and spent some time watching the television. I cant sit still, my instinct tried to tell me something that I just cant figure out what is it about. My phone rang, but it was not him. It was his best friend, and I answered. He told me to take a deep breath as the news he was about to tell, was very shocking. He didnt even had the chance to speak, the news suddenly showed up on the television. They showed everyone a car, his car, it was really wrecked, same for the few other cars around it. He didnt had the chance to give me a final goodbye wish.

  
                                       "But I thought you promised me that you wont leave me."






-ps : I did this for my exam and the marks were pretty bad. Not surprised though, I have poor English haha