It Takes Time

Have you ever lowered down your ego, just to save the relationship from being worse than before? Have you ever apologize even if it wasnt your fault? Have you ever gave your everything in the relationship but none was appreciated?


        "S'aimer soi-même d'abord, avant d'essayer d'aimer quelqu'un d'autre"

 Thats what they told me. They told me not to waste time on people who wont even bother to care about us. Stop blaming yourself, stop making yourself look stupid. Stop. Its not worth it.

 Even if people said that good things doenst come easy, you dont have to let them fool you around, playing with your feelings. You just have to learn to let go, although thats really hard for some of us but its the best thing to do. Why would you go after a person who only give you cold replies after all the efforts you made, why would you cry over a person who wont bother appreciating your existence?

 It takes time, to heal from the wounds, the scars that they made on you when they left. But it is all going to be worth it. Theres someone out there, you might not even know who, but that person will appreciate you for who you are, compliments you all the time, loving you back endlessly, being a lover and also a best friend to you, and everything else that you cant even imagine having.

 But to let that happen, you need to walk away from your past. You cant hold on to your past if you want to walk forward. Things might be disturbing, hurting you, you cant let that happen and it wont happen if youre strong enough to know that you deserve better. And you cant also treat others coldly, just because youre afraid that your past will repeat itself. We all have been hurt before, but if you treat every potential relationship like the last one you had, its bound to fail.

 Trust me, you need to keep moving forward. No matter how bad it was, no matter how sad, depressed you were, you just need to keep your heads up and chase your dreams. You dont have to feel unwanted just because someone pushed you away. They were busy chasing glitters till they lost the sight of gold. Nothing in the world is inherently compelling, whatever may be really 'out there' cannot project itself as an affective experience.

 Smile, someone out there is loving it.


 I was trying to cheerish myself up, constantly telling myself that I shouldnt be sad, but ends up I can only type it out. Easier said than done.