Some Late Night Thoughts

Maybe its not because Im in love with the wrong person. Maybe its because Im the wrong person to be in love with.

What does man love more than life
Fear more then death or mortal strife
Misers spend and spendthrifts save
And all men carry to the grave?
              "Nothing."

I felt her absence, no one there to keep me sane
Im trapped in silence, clandestine pain.

All of the promises we made, all of the promises you made, you just had to break it. I was the one who gave you hope when you have none. I was the one who stayed up late just to listen to your negative thoughts. I was the one who took away your blades and kissed the scars on you. But why did you made it look so easy for you to just, walk away?

You appreciated none. None. I have been taking the blames. Even for the things I never did. And you just decided to walk away from me like nothing ever happened.

Now who is going to tell me that things are fine? That the problems wont last, neither does depression? Do you even care?

I have wasted my time on you, fixing you, making you feel that youre beautiful, and after you felt better, you went off with some other guy. How is this fair?

I have cried, and you'd think I'd be better for it, but the sadness just sleeps. And it stays in my spine for the rest of my life.